Mood:  don't ask

I'm super tired. I really should be asleep right now. After all, I've been running on less sleep than I should for the past week or so. I go to sleep around ten usually, sometimes later. Then I wake up at 5:45 A.M. No joke. To some, that might not seem so bad. And usually it's not. I do that all the time...on the weekend. But when I have to suffer through eight and a half hours of school, it can be classified as unbearable.

I mean, on weekends I stay up until at least 4 or 5 AM, then wake up around 6 or 7 AM. Same day. And it's not really a big deal. I just drive to town, take the garbage to the dump, get groceries, the usual weekend stuff. But school! Ugh!!! Under the best of conditions, I can stay awake and comprehend the concepts better than anyone else, while slowly going insane with insanity at how incredibly easy school is. But on a limited amount of sleep, I'm practically unconcious, can hardly understand a word that the teacher says, and end up not getting anything out of that entire day.

Tonight at church, our new small groups leader told us a bit about herself. She said that if we have some fundraisers, then the girls' small group can go on really cool outings, instead of the usual movie (we pay for) and pizza afterward (the youth group fund pays for). I'm already starting to like her better than Shannah. (Shannah was our former small group leader. We all love her to death, but she didn't have enough time to devote to us.)

For anyone wondering, our church has the youth group. Teenagers, having fellowship together (hanging out). Within the youth group, there are three small groups: Senior High Boys, Senior High Girls, and Junior High. While the youth group has occasional outings together, and mission trips and lockins; small groups have outings every 1-2 months. As you can immagine, the small groups are quite a bit closer than the plain youth group.

Not that we don't fratenise. Actually, almost everyone has dated everyone else. With the exception of my bff and I. I don't see several of the guys as anything more than friends, and have made out with most of the others. My friend Katie...not sure how to describe that. She's not really the romantic type. She's a complete tomboy (but not a lesbian), and I am one too. It's just that I'm not an extreme, tank-shaped, tough, tall-ish, fast, pale, strong girl that doesn't take crap from anyone. I stand up for myself, but I mostly just get guys to back up my threats, while she can back up her own. Love her like a sister, and we are indeed twins. Night, yall!